Bit too real for comfort!

So I had this mad dream last week about something I REALLY didn't think was bothering me but maybe I do have a guilty conscience :/ Proper freaked me out and felt seriously weird - it was bugging me all day! Thought I'd whack it in a blog ... you know ... for 'Lols' !!!


Starts off in a library and a certain male I met recently, let's name him ... 'Alec Baldwin' walks passed, which is awkward. Then suddenly, and I'm not sure how or why, but I'm asleep on a hillside and wake up to see Alec Baldwin, two little girls (who I somehow already know are his daughters) and some other guys in a car park at the bottom. One of the guys is shouting at me, asking whether I want a lift home so I hop in the front of this car (apparently stranger danger isn't a problem in my subconscious). Alec Baldwin and one of the girls are in the back of the car and then there's some guy driving (left hand drive for some reason?!). The second daughter is sat on my lap in the passenger seat, chatting away to me and I can't help but keep looking round guiltily at Alec but he just smiles at me. Another sudden quick change of setting and I'm in an open plan kitchen/living room thing with Alec Baldwin laying on a sofa with me sat by his feet and his wife cooking us dinner. Then she just starts yelling at him about being a shit husband and he just rolls over and goes to sleep and I just sit there thinking .. "she doesn't know the half of it" 


.. then I wake up.


Yeh I know, madness right?


Cock out :)

Like a dream slipping away

So you've been having an amazing dream, one of those that really gets inside your head ... then suddenly you wake up. You can still feel the raw emotions and at that very moment it's as though it really happened. You want to go back to it; you shut your eyes tight, refusing to accept that it's over and desperately trying to get back to the dream, clutching at whatever it was that had made you feel so happy. But the more you try the more you feel like it's being dragged away from you and gradually it fades until you accept that it's gone: nothing more than a memory and it kinda hurts.


That's how it feels. All the time.